the pressures with bills, managing four children,a house, possibilities of new career,learning to understand the balance of this world and spirit today all of it had me topsy turvy…  i took a long walk with brooklyn tonight. it was beautiful.. there was a slight breeze, the sun was warm, we saw tulips starting to bloom in our garden. our new house. new neighborhood. new beginnings . this makes me happy.. i was struggling tonight with feelings that were stirred up and i just got a phone call from my cousin. Got to love how spirit works. i was feeling like my contribution to my family was not enough. that even with the possibilities of new opportunities i was not a contributor and was mulling over what measures happiness and contribution. My cousin is a nursing student and has used me and the family as part of her school project. She just called to ask if there was a quote, mantra something we said everyday that was meaningful to us.  hello cosmic smack…  LET YOUR LIGHT SHINE. let your light shine.. thank you leslie for being my messenger tonight to let my light shine. i am in the right direction even if i cant see the outcome it will all be perfect and in divine order.