today i will be doing my best to remember to breathe and enjoy each moment as i prepare to head back down south again. I will be attending faery fest, connecting with friends and preparing for my sisters wedding next weekend!!(let ’s not get ahead and think about Taylor’s birthday or my friend Sarah’s wedding the following week)

so taking a deep breathe in, going to cuddle with gavyn start making a list and continue from there. Last night was Ryan’s graduation, what an emotional trip that was. All grown up in a tux, riding in a limo and snuggle up with a girlfriends.. so very proud of all of Ryan’s accomplishments. The award he was hoping for he won, music. Ryan has found his passion with music and I cant wait to see where this passion takes him.

off to gavyn and my lists..

I am still working through the major changes that happened after the reiki attunement.  All positive but I am seeing the how’s and why’s to some past decisions, and where and when’s for the future. Now it is time to allow the process to happen which inevitably falsl to patience.. something I am not good at all. I see,sense,feel something that I become passionate about and immediately want to jump in  but I know it is not time to jump in . Now is the time to cement my foundation, ensure i learn and study , it is time for me to prepare because I know the time is coming when all this studying, learning, being patient will present an oppurtunity for me in a way that brings me joy and is in service of others.

another thing I am not good at is lists. there is so much to prepare for in order to get ready for my sister’s upcoming wedding. it means getting us ready to travel and be away from home. So the next few days  outside of football and ryan’s graduation I will get us ready to go. Brooklyn was a model for an artist who attends the Guelph Faery Fest each year, you can check out Monika’s art at FaebylArt.com ..pretty soon Brooklyn’s faery print will be up for sale too!! This weekend Brooklyn will be receiving her print from Monika and we are both so very excited.

hoping everyone else is flowing right along with the end of school year craziness..

immediately this started the song in my head, unforgettable.. I just finished talking to my dear dear friend Janet who told me her divine meeting with a young woman with early on set Alzheimer’s. This young woman impacted Janet’s life in those few moments before Amanda got on her plane back to Timmins. This young woman who is a personal support worker, advocate for early on set Alzheimers and is the focus of a documentary by the National Film Board film titled Amanda’s Choice turned to my friend and gave her a gift and told her how unforgettable Janet was.

this is a link to Amanda’s site

http://www.alzheimersvoice.com/

and I agree Janet is unforgettable and truly is an earth angel who blesses each of us with  her generosity, compassion, love and support. I  love Janet dearly and am so happy that I will be seeing her soon on my trip to Guelph for my sister’s wedding.

since this conversation there have been a few people that I have mentally put into that category as unforgettable people who I thank God each and every day for having been placed on my path. Some of these people are no longer here on this plane and some are. My heart holds dear to these unforgettable people and  I have vowed to make sure those that are still here will hear me say how much I love them and am thankful for their presence in my life(even if they are far away and physically have not been close)They have helped me grow and remember who I am inside, allowed me to heal and look within.

what a lovely gift to give to someone.

heart and spirit filled blessings.

i love watching the kids as they participate in something that brings them joy. Taylor playing video games, Brooklyn reading,playing with polly pockets, Ryan with his bass guitar and playing football and Gavyn tell the most fantastic stories. I know nothing about computers , video games, I dont play instruments and the world of football is quite foreign to me. The imaginary worlds of polly and Gavyn’s far off adventures leave me filled with a sense of wonderment. I love watching their faces as they focus with joy…love it very much. I realized today how short our acts of theater are here.That is truly what it is all around just one big show, a big play. When we are in the middle of a crisis or learning lesson it feels like the day wont end fast enough but all the days go by so fast that not stopping to watch the kids now would be a shame. I will have missed this wonderful opportunity to watch who they are develop.

we are just back from football and now are off to the park. enjoy the day everyone.

ryan arrived home at 2:30am woohoo,tired but having had a ton of fun at Canada’s Wonderland with his class. feels good to have all the chickies home in the nest, having Gavyn feeling better would make things perfect. The poor little guy is still purging away.

Right now it is 9:30 and all of the kids are still sleeping. What a rare occasion for me to have quiet time in the morning like this!! I am going to revamp my dream board. Funny isnt it how what we dream for can change as we change and grow and learn each day.

blessings everyone

hopefully I will be able to tune in. So much energy is shifting and moving, you can see the physical of it with the wild weather, awful happenings around the world.

at home brooklyn fell and hit her head, not being able to keep balance or hold to things as energy shifts is part of the ascension process, gavyn was up ill and fevered all night and I am exhausted, i realize partially due to being up with kids through the night but I am tired beyond belief.

if you have the chance to watch you can heal your life it is a powerful movie. it can be viewed at the hayhouse radio online site also. i also saw it for sale at chapters and coles. i watched it with brooklyn through the hayhouse site , we were both moved by the powerful messages of affirmations and positive thinking.

my friend sent me something from the Teachings of Abraham. 17secs. most people can not hold a thought for more than a few seconds. If you can hold positive affirmations, thoughts, desires for more than 17secs the universe will respond accordingly as you will receive back the positive response to the vibration you sent out. now, even if this sounds hockey , just monitor your thoughts see how long you can hold a thought. i found it quite hard.

so i picked three things,, butterflies, flowers and feather.. wrote for seventeen seconds positive things about each of the three things. it was amazing what happened next.. try choose three things hold your positive intentions for seventeen seconds and see how the universe responds.

heart and spirit filled blessings.

i am still processing all the beautiful things I learned over my weekend with Barbara.Gavyn and I are putting together our peace corner..instead of using the negative time out.. use a positive PEACE corner. So far we have it in the water corner of our dining room , we have a chair(pillows to come), shells, a book called Dear Children of the Earth by Schim Schimmel, and a bottle with corn syrop and trinkets such a buttons, glitter , stones, a rose quartz and scrapbooking words love and peace..the lid is hot glued shut…Gavyn loves this bottle..lol..so do I! I would like the budha board next..LOVE budha boards and I might move my water fountain that mists into that corner ..I can put soothing essential oils in the water….this was such a wonderful way to present the space for when ‘time out’s ‘ are needing.. it is calming and inviting..a place to nurture the idea of centering and calming without the negative  guilt attached to traditional ‘time out’

peace everyone.

i am finding that i just want quiet, quiet in my own head, around me, i want to hear the breeze, the flowers, my heart.. just all the un necessary noise to cease.lol, very hard to get that quiet time in a house of six with a new puppy and two cats..lol…

tonight is ryan’s first football game and it is raining today. i am sort of happy about that. though part way through the game my enthusiasm might waiver a bit. He is so excited and really blossoming and pulling away.. normal teenage stuff, joining a band, sports..he even confided about his college aspirations last night.. something that i thought i would never hear from ryan.

just flowing forward….

today i want to dig in the garden, have a color baths and hold my crystals.  i have been slowly working on the front garden, well, creating a front garden and it is slow going but have been working on it each a day a little at a time.

i need to apply this process to writing. i have so many words in my head that are desiring to come out but i am not honouring those words by giving myself time each day to write. if i desire to write and publish a book about spiritual parenting and what i have learned from my children I need to gift myself time each day and write.

giving myself that gift of time today sounds lovely .

during the day we spoke about possible shifts that may happen to us individually after our attunement. I had been quite focused for two days about coffee and meat. Well I have tried numerous times to drink coffee and i gag. Just cant force myself to do it not only that I have suffered no ill after effects from this shift. none, no headaches withdrawl nothing. mint tea is what i wanted this morning and it was just a lovely way to wake up.

gavyn fell asleep in my arms as i was practicing reiki on him, just fell asleep for a nap. this also has never happened. he is sleeping peacefully and i have some mid day time to do my own thing.  i believe there are going to be more shifts yet  but all with the best and highest good for myself and that love will radiate out from me and will ripple out to the world around me.

just lovely.  i am so looking forward to reiki2 .