Yesterday was my day with Judy Julin. Could be because of my monthly cycle or it could be the emotions from seeing Judy but I am still weepy today. Weepy with the possibilities  that I was reminded each day , each moment holds if- I recognize -that I can create my world within each moment. What will I choose to create? Understanding what is truly in my heart, what does my heart desire, what do I want, where do I want to be, how do I want to be of service? Allowing myself to use my voice, to seek within and state my intent is a huge gift to give to myself and Judy reminded me of that. Being with Judy yesterday felt like deliciously hanging out with a dear friend and I believe I met someone directly from my soul family .From the moment she pulled in it was like instant relief someone to share the give and take of loving spiritual energy with, both of us feeling refueled and a bit wonky from the lack of that energy exchange in our lives until yesterday. She has been for two weeks as she put it, in the warzone of publicly signing books, doing interviews. Me, in my northern community still trying to find that sense of spiritual( not religious) community.I still feel isolated at times and my meeting with Judy yesterday reminded me that we are all one, we are all interconnected, reflecting lessons for others and receiving lesson, we can energetically , spiritually ’speak’ and stay connected with others and not feel so alone when not physically around others who are like minded. It was nice to meet someone who talked as much me when excited and passionate about the topic, to openly speak spiritual talk without carrying some guilt about feeling ‘witchy woo’.

She gave me a signed copy of her book and I have gobbled up with first five chapters, connecting and resonating completely with her experiences .

Babbling on .. when really I want to take some cramp meds and eat some cake..lol. and then some more cramp meds…. I know I should use affirmations, visualizations, talk to the angels but really after over fueling yesterday I feel almost zombie like today and near shut down to absorb and process everything that transpired yesterday. I truely believe that yesterday was  the beginning of something larger than I can put words to.

first I will let you all know that Ryan’s team played an excellent game that was thrilling, exciting and pushed them further in their football experience. In the last three minutes of the game the other team got a touchdown and then their kick.. lol.. still dont know what that play is called but essentially it meant the other team won the championship by one point. Excellent game that left this mom crying in the stands.

Today Judy Julin of cosmikids will be coming to my home. Grandma Mickey has Gavyn and my much anticipated visit is about to come to realization. I have been breathing and trying to not bubble up with emotions. There is much I want to say, ask and discuss with her. Divorce, finances, striving to achieve goals, success . This person talks to people like Deepak Chopra, Jenny McCarthy, Della Reese and she is coming to my home in Sault Ste Marie. pinching myself..

hope she likes home made ice tea, finger marks on the windows and puppies..

if I dont make some steps forward how will i get anywhere? that is my thoughts lately.

so I emailed the founder of the yoga door regarding children’s yoga and my own personal yoga growth. i started looking at universities .  i contacted a store locally about the artsy fartsy things to go in on consignment. making steps forward that feel empowering and good.

Ryan’s team plays the championship game on Sunday night. Lots of excitement building up !! Brooklyn is going away this weekend for her first camp experience. She is going with a friend to her families camp.Everyone seems to be taking new steps forward .

enjoy the weekend!

Ryan’s football team is in the championship game this weekend. how exciting is that.. to be on your first football team and make it to the championships??

Yesterday I tried to make an appointment for Brooka( BB) our dog to get groomed. This will be her first experience at the groomers and it is a one month wait..LOL.. holy schmoly who know that the dog groomers was such a happening place. She has a doggie spa and this groomer sells bling..hahahaha  bling for my dog ..lol… when i buy some bling for me the puppy can have some bling too for now a bandanna will suffice.

This morning when I woke I got a gift from the postal office my soap goat order. another big yahoo.. I ordered some goat milk soap base to make soap with brooklyn. We had made soap before but this time I ordered scents and color additive.

Hopefully the clouds will clear today and I can continue creating gardens around the property.My next big project will be creating MY space downstairs into a crafting space and then tearing out the carpet of the playroom.. broken lights and cat poop, yucky berber.. just easier to tear it up and put something else down there.

enjoy the day whatever you find yourself doing .

I have started making artist trading cards. Love them. I found a place online called Swap-Bot . Artisans, crafters sign up for different craft/art swaps. You are given the details of the art swap, a partner and the date it needs to be mailed by. I am signed up for a few and am extremely excited about receiving my first swaps. I am in children’s book swap, ATC swap, fairy jars. Such a neat way to express and exchange artistic endeavours

I want to  share my list for one of the swaps  my list of 50 Things I love

Blessings

Hugs Kisses Roses Lavendar Crystals

Smiles Painting my toenails Butterflies

Rain Bubble Bath Candles Quilts Linens

Chocolate Apple Pie Celtic Music

Chocolate Peanut Butter Ice Cream

Cake plates Sharpie Pens Art Supplies

Buttons Ribbons New Shoes Puppies

Hearing my children’s laughter watching

my son play guitar Rainbows Baby toes

My garden Fancy Cupcakes

Sharing popcorn at the movies Photographs

Angel stories Fairie Books Glitter

Getting my hair colored Hearing I Love

You Laying on the grass Fairie Tarots

Smell of new crayons Smell of new book

Journals Paint Brushes Antique rocking

chairs Antique desks Deva Premal

Meditating Yoga Oms Angel Oracles

Hugs K

I apologize for taking a month away from writing. What a month, weddings, football, visits, new ventures so much going on and more yet to come.

This month has reacquainted me with old friends and family . Beautiful connections that were missed physically but always held in a special place in my heart. This time feels like a time for new beginnings even with the coming together of old friends and lost family. New avenues with artistic ventures, new friendships and new possibilities. All promising and all joyful.

All of these connections have fueled ,u spirit and has my soul dancing and singing with joy. This celebration of my soul still has days that longs for more security and frequency of joyful moments but it feels like this time is coming and my dark quiet moments seem further away.

I have been inspired by the findings of an artist named suzi blu. her raw, open and honest accounts of her approach and path to life leave me feeling sad, inspired, joyful and most of connected. her videos are on you tube. at my lowest point in depression I was full of disappointment because as growing up I thought the world would be larger, more colorful, more juicier than the crappy moments I was living. Once I accepted I was living what I had created and shifted my thinking, even more so in the last month that vision of eden is becoming closer to my reality. my hands are getting splotched with paint my face and neck are continuously covered in glitter and my downstairs counter is becoming overcrowded with fairies and pretty girls of all kinds, in jars, on canvas, on wood .

I am creating my colorful, juicy world and I am beginning to enjoy each day more than I have ever before.

hear are some links for sites that new friends have begun, suzi blu and my guy ryan and his bud rocking as all 13 yr old boys should( and just letting family know NOT to make any fairy jars as that is what you are getting from me this year..lol)xxoo .

I will also finally be meeting with Judy Julin co-founder of CosmiKids and Inspired Parenting magazine(founded with  Sandie Sedgbeer from Planet Lightworker and Children of the New Earth)  Judy is coming to the Sault for a book signing and to give a chat for anyone interested in joining or staring inspired parenting groups . I put the youtube link here for that also.

http://www.enlightenedpath.net.

http://www.lovewithlight.com

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Paami1K0IM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MWZ9G1zb7Co