Yesterday was my day with Judy Julin. Could be because of my monthly cycle or it could be the emotions from seeing Judy but I am still weepy today. Weepy with the possibilities  that I was reminded each day , each moment holds if- I recognize -that I can create my world within each moment. What will I choose to create? Understanding what is truly in my heart, what does my heart desire, what do I want, where do I want to be, how do I want to be of service? Allowing myself to use my voice, to seek within and state my intent is a huge gift to give to myself and Judy reminded me of that. Being with Judy yesterday felt like deliciously hanging out with a dear friend and I believe I met someone directly from my soul family .From the moment she pulled in it was like instant relief someone to share the give and take of loving spiritual energy with, both of us feeling refueled and a bit wonky from the lack of that energy exchange in our lives until yesterday. She has been for two weeks as she put it, in the warzone of publicly signing books, doing interviews. Me, in my northern community still trying to find that sense of spiritual( not religious) community.I still feel isolated at times and my meeting with Judy yesterday reminded me that we are all one, we are all interconnected, reflecting lessons for others and receiving lesson, we can energetically , spiritually ’speak’ and stay connected with others and not feel so alone when not physically around others who are like minded. It was nice to meet someone who talked as much me when excited and passionate about the topic, to openly speak spiritual talk without carrying some guilt about feeling ‘witchy woo’.

She gave me a signed copy of her book and I have gobbled up with first five chapters, connecting and resonating completely with her experiences .

Babbling on .. when really I want to take some cramp meds and eat some cake..lol. and then some more cramp meds…. I know I should use affirmations, visualizations, talk to the angels but really after over fueling yesterday I feel almost zombie like today and near shut down to absorb and process everything that transpired yesterday. I truely believe that yesterday was  the beginning of something larger than I can put words to.