Yesterday a dear lady from one of the forums I belong to chatted with me online. I have never chatted about family other than the kiddies nor spoke of my desires on this particular forum. So last night we started chatting away and along pops in my grandma full of love for all the kiddies us bigger ones now and our own wee ones. This lady described my grandma to a tee and it was so loving and exciting, validating some of my own personal woo woo moments  I have felt spiritually with my grandma. Closeness between us.

Off we go to the next topic – my hearts desire.The message was coming very clear Working with kids, meant to do it, HAVE  to do it . working with kids in a teacher type way. i am to talk to the schools , make the curriculum to fit into the school curriculum and get started from there. The message that showed was fear, anxiety but I need to release that and just BELIEVE, something a dear friend had told me also. BELIEVE in me. so as of last night my affirmation to be said repeatedly is ‘i believe in me”

do you believe in you? you should.

last night at the shooting stars filled the night sky i was working until wee hours in the morning on the fairie lanterns and button fairies. I love fairies, fairies anything and even now as I type the beautiful print of my daughter forever immortalized as a fairie hangs above the computer . My flowers are filling in and doing well another gift from the fairies.

We have been to this beautiful spot , a private (publicly owned) beach and began much healing there. I used to take Gav and Brooklyn to a spot but we could not swim this new spot allows us the freedom to do this. Not only that I was able to find some beautiful pieces of driftwood to continue making items for the home craft sale I would like to do this November.

Even with the major bumps I have been feeling the energy feels like it is moving forward.

blessings.

as my children have grown so has the loudness of their groans when I stop and start talking to a complete stranger while out shopping. You never truly know what you are going to learn or teach someone if you dont follow your inner compass . If your gut says , say hello then say hello.

Yesterday while out at walmart I had been asking the universe to show me if following the path of the home daycare was the right solution. as i searched through the clearance item toys i started talking to the clerk. turns out she has two daughter in laws who are in need of daycare both with three year old.. same age as Gavyn! When I explained my vision for my daycare she was even more enthused.

so if your gut says to say hello say hello and dont miss out as you may have something important to teach or to learn and the universe is trying to provide you the opportunity to allow that exchange to happen.

blessings.

well i suppose everything , every thought and action could cause a shift but when we find ourselves in a rut what happens when we really change something. some changes happened in the house and then i started to pull up the downstairs carpet, painted some walls and lo and behold before i even advertised I have someone coming to discuss daycare on thursday. the little one’s name is sarah and i have deep connections with that name. so i know this to be a divine meeting.

more changes are coming i know this to be true.

Gavyn painted my nails green for me this morning. I think I shall keep them this way for a bit.

major shifts and changes coming or have already started. how about anyone else? some expected some not all in divine order.

i am going to share a website that my friend shared with me for anyone interested in astrology. it blew me away. i am still speechless and for me that is a huge undertaking..

www.astrologyzone.com

once you enter the site just find your sign and then read. i printed mine off as there were certain dates and times in the month of august i want to mark on my calendar.

enjoy the weekend everyone and the endings and beginnings that the new moon brings.

Yesterday was my day with Judy Julin. Could be because of my monthly cycle or it could be the emotions from seeing Judy but I am still weepy today. Weepy with the possibilities  that I was reminded each day , each moment holds if- I recognize -that I can create my world within each moment. What will I choose to create? Understanding what is truly in my heart, what does my heart desire, what do I want, where do I want to be, how do I want to be of service? Allowing myself to use my voice, to seek within and state my intent is a huge gift to give to myself and Judy reminded me of that. Being with Judy yesterday felt like deliciously hanging out with a dear friend and I believe I met someone directly from my soul family .From the moment she pulled in it was like instant relief someone to share the give and take of loving spiritual energy with, both of us feeling refueled and a bit wonky from the lack of that energy exchange in our lives until yesterday. She has been for two weeks as she put it, in the warzone of publicly signing books, doing interviews. Me, in my northern community still trying to find that sense of spiritual( not religious) community.I still feel isolated at times and my meeting with Judy yesterday reminded me that we are all one, we are all interconnected, reflecting lessons for others and receiving lesson, we can energetically , spiritually ’speak’ and stay connected with others and not feel so alone when not physically around others who are like minded. It was nice to meet someone who talked as much me when excited and passionate about the topic, to openly speak spiritual talk without carrying some guilt about feeling ‘witchy woo’.

She gave me a signed copy of her book and I have gobbled up with first five chapters, connecting and resonating completely with her experiences .

Babbling on .. when really I want to take some cramp meds and eat some cake..lol. and then some more cramp meds…. I know I should use affirmations, visualizations, talk to the angels but really after over fueling yesterday I feel almost zombie like today and near shut down to absorb and process everything that transpired yesterday. I truely believe that yesterday was  the beginning of something larger than I can put words to.

first I will let you all know that Ryan’s team played an excellent game that was thrilling, exciting and pushed them further in their football experience. In the last three minutes of the game the other team got a touchdown and then their kick.. lol.. still dont know what that play is called but essentially it meant the other team won the championship by one point. Excellent game that left this mom crying in the stands.

Today Judy Julin of cosmikids will be coming to my home. Grandma Mickey has Gavyn and my much anticipated visit is about to come to realization. I have been breathing and trying to not bubble up with emotions. There is much I want to say, ask and discuss with her. Divorce, finances, striving to achieve goals, success . This person talks to people like Deepak Chopra, Jenny McCarthy, Della Reese and she is coming to my home in Sault Ste Marie. pinching myself..

hope she likes home made ice tea, finger marks on the windows and puppies..

if I dont make some steps forward how will i get anywhere? that is my thoughts lately.

so I emailed the founder of the yoga door regarding children’s yoga and my own personal yoga growth. i started looking at universities .  i contacted a store locally about the artsy fartsy things to go in on consignment. making steps forward that feel empowering and good.

Ryan’s team plays the championship game on Sunday night. Lots of excitement building up !! Brooklyn is going away this weekend for her first camp experience. She is going with a friend to her families camp.Everyone seems to be taking new steps forward .

enjoy the weekend!

Ryan’s football team is in the championship game this weekend. how exciting is that.. to be on your first football team and make it to the championships??

Yesterday I tried to make an appointment for Brooka( BB) our dog to get groomed. This will be her first experience at the groomers and it is a one month wait..LOL.. holy schmoly who know that the dog groomers was such a happening place. She has a doggie spa and this groomer sells bling..hahahaha  bling for my dog ..lol… when i buy some bling for me the puppy can have some bling too for now a bandanna will suffice.

This morning when I woke I got a gift from the postal office my soap goat order. another big yahoo.. I ordered some goat milk soap base to make soap with brooklyn. We had made soap before but this time I ordered scents and color additive.

Hopefully the clouds will clear today and I can continue creating gardens around the property.My next big project will be creating MY space downstairs into a crafting space and then tearing out the carpet of the playroom.. broken lights and cat poop, yucky berber.. just easier to tear it up and put something else down there.

enjoy the day whatever you find yourself doing .

I have started making artist trading cards. Love them. I found a place online called Swap-Bot . Artisans, crafters sign up for different craft/art swaps. You are given the details of the art swap, a partner and the date it needs to be mailed by. I am signed up for a few and am extremely excited about receiving my first swaps. I am in children’s book swap, ATC swap, fairy jars. Such a neat way to express and exchange artistic endeavours

I want to  share my list for one of the swaps  my list of 50 Things I love

Blessings

Hugs Kisses Roses Lavendar Crystals

Smiles Painting my toenails Butterflies

Rain Bubble Bath Candles Quilts Linens

Chocolate Apple Pie Celtic Music

Chocolate Peanut Butter Ice Cream

Cake plates Sharpie Pens Art Supplies

Buttons Ribbons New Shoes Puppies

Hearing my children’s laughter watching

my son play guitar Rainbows Baby toes

My garden Fancy Cupcakes

Sharing popcorn at the movies Photographs

Angel stories Fairie Books Glitter

Getting my hair colored Hearing I Love

You Laying on the grass Fairie Tarots

Smell of new crayons Smell of new book

Journals Paint Brushes Antique rocking

chairs Antique desks Deva Premal

Meditating Yoga Oms Angel Oracles

Hugs K